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posted by: ggirl (reply)
post date: 10.06.06 (7:03 am)

I guess we all do what we have to to survive. Surely you don't really believe everyone is doing a much better job at it than you. I know that's not true. I work with some people who have better than average lives who don't seem to be anywhere near as functional as I am...or as you are. They whine and moan and complain about their lives and use their little inconveniences as resons for acting out. You and I, we really have reasons to act out.

I tend to dissociate in a split second when I'm angry or around angry people. When I'm angry and dissociate, it scares the fuck out of people. They're not really sure what's going to happen next. With all the meds I take, though, I'm still depressed--just the level of depression changes from time to time.