About those final questions...

About 6 years ago, I was asked that If I could have 3 questions answered by "God" right before the end of my existence as I know it, what those questions would be. Back then, I answered:

1. What's going to happen to all of my stuff?
2. Was I more evolved, less evolved, or equally evolved when compared to the rest of the people I dealt with in life?
3. Will I be in a great deal of physical pain during the time immediately preceding my death? (Will it hurt?)

Now?

Now, I know that I've already answered most of my questions myself. Be that as it may, I suppose that if I knew that my reality would end in the immediate future, I'd ask myself (aka - "God") the same questions I tend to ask myself almost daily:

1. Was it all worth it?
2. Do you want to let it all go now?
3. Are they worth to you doing it all again for, no matter what the cost?

Maybe in another 6 years I'll be back at a place where I feel like even entertaining the thought of there being a "higher power" who can tell me more about the future, and about the realities of my past and present, than I can already tell myself.

Maybe. Maybe not.