I'm ok by me.
I'm pretty sure that I've made a decision about the surgery route. I don't think that I'm going to risk it. It's just not something I can do alone, and the bottom line is that I'm alone. I don't know that it's anyone's fault really, but it's the reality.
Everyone has their reasons for being who they are. We can thank or blame our parents, our families, our friends, our communities, our societies, our luck, our gods or even our own selves. It doesn't really matter though. No matter who or what is to thank or blame, the reality is the reality, and that's what we have to work with.
Me? I'm Cutter, and yeah, it's all I've got to work with, but I'm pretty ok with that. I guess maybe it's not so bad being alone now and again, when you get along so well with yourself to begin with.
Years of practice, baby. Years of practice.
posted by: fractalmom (reply)
post date: 03.04.08 (10:10 am)
ah cutter, y'inz can come on out to the cracker factory, we gots the best surgeons in the world at pittsburgh hospitals, and me and dave and the girls will take care of you and bunny till you are all better. serious, if you need too. but it is your body, your brain and your decisions. i will be rootin for you anyway.
posted by: mattblack (reply)
post date: 03.04.08 (2:51 pm)
Given the realities of your situation, I think you've made an intelligent decision.
It makes me sad, though. :(
posted by: dstar (reply)
post date: 03.04.08 (3:37 pm)
Makes me sad, too. I wish there was more I could do than wish there was more I could do.
