Senioritis
Yeah... I guess that I just don't have anything much to say here anymore.
That's the way, I guess... after a while, you realize that you've said it all already... over and over and over again.
I got some help getting me a bed. I look forward to having a real bed to sleep on. I'm hoping that it'll cut the pain factor down a bit... or something. My spine just ain't what it used to be. Long gone are the days of sleeping on closet floors and using my leather as a pillow on bus seats.
They say that it's "wedging"... my spine. Kyphosis. Whatever you call it, all I know is that sleeping on a bunkie board and kid's foam mattress hasn't felt all too good over the last few years or so. It's what I could afford though, and so I made do.
Yeah... I made good, I suppose. I dealt. I managed. That's just who I am. When the going gets rough? I just inflate my invisiballs with the struggle. Struggle's gotta be good for something.
So... yeah... life goes on... long after the thrill of John Cougar is gone.
posted by: fractalmom (reply)
post date: 03.24.08 (12:55 pm)
i've missed you. we all go through non productive blog spells. and yes, sometimes there is just nothing to say. however, know you are missed when you are not posting, and thought of as well.
posted by: fallensnow (reply)
post date: 03.24.08 (9:06 pm)
Just to let you know, I've been thinking of you.
Hope the new bed would help you sleep better.
posted by: mattblack (reply)
post date: 03.27.08 (9:02 pm)
I'm glad you've got a new bed. Being able to get a more restful night's sleep has got to help.
And about the other thing? You make good, you deal, you manage...and you show us all how it's done, day after day and year after year.
If it's possible to make an art out of making the best of a bad deal, you've lived--and are living--your life with real artistry.
